Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Missing Him

Since He's been gone, we've been sending each other text messages back and forth. I like knowing that he is thinking about me while he is away, but at the same time I want to know that he's enjoying his well-earned vacation, since it really takes him a while to save up the time. Hopefully the next time he has enough, we can use it together since I never run out of vacation time (one of the perks of being a student, I suppose).

It's funny that because he is my usual distraction, and now he's half the world away during my final exam weeks, and he's still my distraction even now. I have a hard time concentrating without forcing myself to. I keep wondering about what he's doing and if he misses me as much as I miss him. I hope he does.

During one of my study breaks today, I came for him. A soft, gentle orgasm... more a release from the stress of non-stop studying and the pain of not having him around. It was good to rediscover my own body, to find again the buttons that work and the things I think about that just easily throw me over the edge, into sweet bliss. Sweet surrender.

1 comment:

aDICKt said...

I think it is wonderful that you are not tied down to having orgasms his way only... sad to hear that you are now alone.


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